First Try: Cynder crying

Sooo...this is my first try after over 4 years without any painting or something like this.
But please, don't kill me If you didn't like it, I'm not that good in painting, more in writing some litarature...but maybe you can say what I should do better next time, that would be great!

This is Cynder, better to say one of her eyes, while she's crying . If you ask: Her eyes are closed and I know that her eyes maybe not look like this...

I did this picture today in school, because I was too bored, and thought I can try to paint something..and how I come to the Idea to draw something like that? Well...I didn't know it...it resembles my actually situation, and I've wanted to draw something with Cynder...sooo...

Art belongs to me
Cynder belongs to Sierra.